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NarcSafe

a private companion for surviving narcissistic abuse

On your device · Nothing leaves

I’m here.

You’re safe in this space. Take a breath. Nothing here leaves your device.

What’s happening?

Optional. Sometimes naming it — even softly — takes some of its weight.

Your perception is not the problem. Trust the part of you that notices.

Coping, right here

Pick whatever your body can reach for.

Today

A few small returns to yourself. Tap any one when you’ve done it — or leave it. Nothing is asked of you.

 

Anything else made today possible?

Optional. A line, a word, nothing at all.

Find your way

When you’re ready, tell me where you are right now. I’ll point you to the parts of NarcSafe that often help most for that. You can change this anytime — nothing is locked in.

All of NarcSafe is open to you, always. Skip this and explore on your own →

Scripts you need

Words ready, for when something happens. The sentences below are written to be sayable out loud, even when you’re shaking. Pick whose words you need a script for — two relationships to start, more on the way.

A small note on using these

These are starting points, not lines you have to deliver exactly. Adapt them to your voice. Some days the gentle version is right; some days only the exit will do. You are not obliged to say any of them — sometimes silence is the script.

CRAFT

A small daily ritual for reclaiming yourself. Five gentle invitations. Fill what you want, skip what you don’t. Even one line is a day designed.

C Care

What care will you give your body today? A meal, water, a bath, rest, a soft thing on your skin.

R Rejuvenate

What will refill you? Quiet, art, beauty, music, the way light falls in a room, a long sit with nothing.

A Autonomy

What’s one choice today that’s only yours? What you wear, what you eat, what you reply to, what you don’t.

F Fun

Where will you let in a little joy? A silly video, a song you used to love, dancing in the kitchen, a memory that still makes you laugh.

T Today You Learnt

A small idea for reclaiming yourself today. Then a line about what you noticed.

For today Notice what you like — the smell of something, the colour, the sound — without explaining it to anyone.

Body & Call

Movement and connection regulate the same nervous system that abuse keeps wound tight. A few minutes of either — both, on a good day — matters more than it sounds like it should.

Gentle tai chi — five minutes

This isn’t exercise. This is letting your body remember it’s yours. Try one posture, or flow gently through them. Breathe through each.

Standing like a tree Feet apart, knees soft, arms low and rounded as if holding a small tree. Stand. Breathe. One minute is enough.
Cloud hands One hand rises softly across the face, palm out. The other drifts down at the waist. Side to side, slowly, breath leading.
Parting the wild horse’s mane Step forward. One arm sweeps up and out, the other sweeps low and back. Weight shifts gently. A long slow exhale.
Reaching for sky Lift both arms slowly above your head as you breathe in. Lower them as you breathe out. Three rounds is plenty.
Brush knee — push Step forward. One palm pushes gently outward at chest height. The other brushes past your knee. The shift in weight settles the body.
Closing — gather and rest Hands draw to the centre of your body, just below the navel. Stand. Breathe three slow breaths. Done.

If your body says no today, that’s information too. Try again tomorrow.

Bilateral Calm

A soft orb drifts gently from side to side. Follow it with your eyes for a few minutes. Your nervous system, watching something cross back and forth, often softens what it was holding too tightly.

This is a calming practice, not a trauma therapy. For deeper processing of difficult memories, an EMDR-trained therapist alongside you is the right path. In India: Mpower (1800-120-820050) · iCall (9152987821) · Vandrevala (1860-2662-345) can help you find one.
Bring to mind something small you’ve been carrying today. Not the heaviest thing. Just a small weight. When you’re ready, let your eyes follow the orb.

Call someone

Has anyone been on your mind? Sometimes the smallest “hi” is the bravest thing. Keep a private list of who you’d like to stay in touch with. One tap to dial when you’re ready.

If your phone isn’t private right now — even thinking of who you’d call is real progress. The call can wait until you’re safer. You can delete this list anytime, or wipe everything from Settings.

Reality Check

Describe a confusing interaction. NarcSafe will name the pattern, gently, without diagnosing the other person. The goal is clarity, not certainty.

This is for your own clarity, not for showing to anyone. The words below come from a companion that has never met the person you are describing. What it can do is name a pattern in your words — it cannot know who that person truly is, and it is not a diagnosis. Sharing this with the person who hurt you, or with anyone in their circle, tends to deepen the hurt for you. The quiet work this can do for you is internal.

A note about this tool

Reality Check is not a diagnosis. It is a vocabulary. Naming a pattern doesn’t mean the person is irredeemable; it means you’re seeing something real, and you’re allowed to trust that.

Tests

These are self-assessments, not clinical instruments. They help you find words for what you’re living. None of your answers leave your device.

1. What pattern is this?

A short learning quiz on the most common patterns. There’s no failing — just naming.

2. Is this trauma bonding?

Trauma bonding is when intermittent reinforcement (warmth, then withdrawal, then warmth again) creates a powerful attachment that feels like love but lives on relief. Answer honestly, just for yourself.

3. Where am I in recovery?

A soft self-orientation. Pick the one closest to your truth right now.

Talk to NarcSafe

A companion who knows the patterns. NarcSafe will not diagnose anyone for you, and will not tell you to leave or stay. It will listen, name what it sees, and stay with you.

Begin anywhere. NarcSafe will meet you.

Safe Log

A private record. Optional date and pattern tags help you see what’s repeating — useful for clarity, therapy, or one day, legal records. Nothing leaves your browser.

Your entries

Saved entries appear here. Only on this device.

Patterns

Short, plain definitions. Vocabulary lets you name what you’re living — and naming changes everything.

If anyone other than you is reading this, please close the tab.
This vocabulary is here for survivors learning to name what they’re living. If the person you’re reading about finds these words, they may use them against you. Press Esc or the Leave button at any time to exit immediately.

Love bombing

An intense early phase of overwhelming attention, declarations, gifts. It is not love; it’s installation. The cost reveals itself later.

Devaluation

The slow turn: criticism replaces praise, warmth becomes coldness. The same person who couldn’t get enough of you now finds you wanting.

Discard

A sudden, often cruel ending. Sometimes a disappearance. Sometimes a new partner appears overnight. It is not about your worth.

Hoover

Pulling you back in after discard. Apologies, declarations, crises that need your help. Named after the vacuum — because it is.

Gaslighting

Making you doubt your own memory, perception, or sanity. “That never happened.” “You’re imagining things.” “You’re too sensitive.”

Trauma bonding

The powerful attachment that grows in cycles of cruelty and reconciliation. The body learns to crave the relief that follows the pain.

Smear campaign

Telling others a distorted version of you — often before you can speak. Designed to isolate you and protect their image.

Flying monkeys

Friends or family who carry the abuser’s message, knowingly or not. Pressure to forgive, to come back, to be reasonable.

Grey rock

A strategy for unavoidable contact: become boring, neutral, factual. Withdraw the emotional supply. Used when no contact isn’t possible.

No contact

The cleanest separation: no messages, no checking, no shared accounts. Often necessary for the nervous system to reset.

Safety & Exit

Leaving an abusive situation is often more dangerous than staying — especially the first weeks after announcing intent. If you are thinking about exit, planning matters far more than urgency. Nothing here is legal advice. Move at the pace your safety allows.

Survivors in the highest danger are often those who have just announced an intent to leave. If you suspect this may be true for you, please plan in private. Do not announce.

Save this PDF somewhere your partner cannot reach — a friend’s email, a USB drive, a work computer. Read at your own pace. The version date appears on its first page.

Or talk it through with NarcSafe

A document cannot answer every question. The companion can hold the specific shape of your situation.

What is inside the PDF

  • Documents worth gathering quietly
  • Financial first steps
  • Digital safety practices
  • The Protection of Women from Domestic Violence Act, 2005 — what it protects, in plain language
  • Where you can go — Sakhi One Stop Centres, shelter homes (Swadhar Greh), named NGOs
  • India-specific helplines

The reference is reviewed and updated periodically. Versioned by date. It is a reference, not advice — an actual lawyer or DV counsellor knows your situation; this PDF does not.

If you need help right now

Call. Even just to talk. These lines exist for you.

Emergency
112
National emergency number (police, ambulance, fire). Immediate physical danger.
Women’s Helpline
181
Free, 24x7. Connects to Sakhi One Stop Centres — medical, legal, counselling, shelter.
iCall
9152987821
Trained mental-health counsellors. Free. Mon–Sat, 8 AM–10 PM. You do not have to be in crisis to call.
Vandrevala Foundation
1860-2662-345
24x7 mental-health helpline. Free. Multiple Indian languages.
AASRA
9820466726
24x7 suicide-prevention helpline. Free. Mumbai-based, all-India.
Women’s Police
1091
Specific to women’s safety. Available across most states.